Speaking of God....

Greetings, Everyone!

Just when you think (!) you know what you know...

Last week, just after having channeled A. Michael here, I was driving and heard a very strong, clear voice say, "Phyllis, you are still counting."  The reference, of course, to my intention to cease keeping a mental ledger.  This for that, bills balanced with money, etc.  And then, after some conversation, heard, "I am paying your bills."  

Now, that's a strange comment from A. Michael, right?  So I kept up a running conversation, with gratitude, for the reminders, and only the next day realized this was not Michael, this was God.

I've stated in this blog that I've realized my true vocation is to learn God and to share that wisdom with any who are also searching.  In other words, I got myself into this quandary - and this wondrous discovery.  

I speak to "God," every day, thankful for the inspiration and counsel.  I speak to Mother Earth in the same way, with gratitude for the day, for the support, the nourishment.  But all along I have held that "God" is/was an indistinct concept, a body of Consciousness but NOT an actual being.   

I have held that God is not male and female.  We are born of the masculine Creator and the feminine Earth, just as we are conceived and born of a physical mother and father to this life, so we are born with all the genetic qualities of our Creator, containing and recalling as much of God as we can understand.  

With this voice, so strong and distinct, my perceived world fell away and I spent about 30 hours in a depression.  Losing what you believed was true is like losing an old friend.  Who am I?  What does this mean to the world I thought I knew?

I could not deny that the voice was concrete, personal, vivid.

The epiphany I experienced brings me to a new relationship with God, the personality, the voice, the being who is now as real to me as Christ, who is God, but not more than you and I are God; as Archangel Michael; as our friend, Barbara; as real as my human father who passed in 1955.  

We, in this physical dimension, are incapable of comprehending God in his totality, but I am happy to have released my doubts.  I can accept what is so real to me and release what is beyond my knowing.  In the first rush of recall to what I believe we know when we are born, I realized I want to be ordained again.  I feel the need to renew vows to this relationship.

Ah, we are all becoming, and for that I am grateful.  How bored would we be if we just stopped and thought we had all the answers. I will ask for more counsel about what I can understand, and I thank God for both the questions and the mystery.

Breathing into the mystery,

I am Phyllis, still Becoming

Yes, Michael!

Greetings!


No explanation for my absence from this blog is engaging enough to relate here.  Suffice to say that life has kept me either very involved, or inert, as a virus is apt to do.  I've sure learned a lot and am grateful to my Internal Physician for informing and reforming me.  


This morning I've realized that not only is Archangel Michael present today, but I saw his hands reach out to begin typing on my laptop!  He must have something to say, so here goes:


"Talented people all over the planet are reporting extra-terrestrial activity and the influence of these beings on people and the planet.  These reports are largely incorrect and I am here to clarify.  I do not doubt their good intentions, but for the most part people report from their own Consciousness, thereby reflecting what they perceive to be truths important to the well being of others.  Seek not to define yourselves by the perceptions of others, from whatever source.  Define who you are by trusting what you've been given in your creation; the Wisdom that is yours and yours alone. It is precious and unique.


  "Earth is autonomous.  Earth is independent of any external influences.  It stands alone in an experience of life that is uncommon and independent.  It must be this way for the experience to remain authentic.  Any external influence would compromise the authenticity of this extraordinary creation.


   "To illustrate, think of it this way.  You are born with free will and must learn to live independent of your parents and other authorities, even while being influenced and guided by others in authority.  Your growth depends on your independent thought and action.  A policeman may stop you for an infraction as you are driving and would not accept your placing blame on any other person, no matter what the circumstance.  You are the driver, all the guideposts are present and you are the final authority behind the wheel of that vehicle.


   "You do not live alone.  You share information from any number of sources, but you are the only real authority in creating your life.  Nothing prevails from outside of yourself.  Influences exist but they do not rule, and any attempt on their part to alter your exercise of free will is unacceptable in the eyes of Creation.


   "So it is with Earth.  You all arrive on Earth to achieve an expanded state of experience.  You are learning yourselves as best you can.  You are expanding Consciousness.  And you must do it by virtue of independent action.  Bending to the will of an extra-terrestrial influence would so upset the balance of Earth's evolution that it could collapse on itself.


   "Each of you is here with your own contract and assignments.  You come in influenced by the extra-dimensional source that created your original form.  Thus, each of you is here with a unique perspective.  One way to think about this is to imagine that from twelve unique locations in the Cosmos a segment of that Consciousness took assignment to relocate to this planet.  Think of them as twelve tribes, each with its own perspective.  All gather on Earth and create in their diversity a balance through which this Earth experience evolves.  Each is essential to the balance.  Together they/you create a whole that explores, for the first time anywhere, the complex combination of mental, emotional and physical elements.  Yes, the "spiritual" also combines with these, but that is not the point I am now making.  


   "So each of you carries an aspect of Consciousness born of your origins in the Cosmic plan, but you do so with theWisdom that you must carry the responsibility independent of those sources.  You cannot go home to Mom and Dad.  You must pay your own bills and grow the best way you can.  You can call them, you can seek counsel, you can benefit from their wisdom, but you must remain independent. The grand experiment called Earth is not going to fail.  You can walk taller and proud of your independent accomplishments.  Source will never ask you to bend to its will.  It created you to learn to walk alone.  It created you to learn to trust yourself; not your ego, but your Spirit.


   "Today I am also here to tell you how well you are doing in this regard.  You are, more and more, trusting your Wisdom instead of your logic and emotion.  You are learning how satisfying it is to lean into that Wisdom and to enjoy the expansive benefits of doing so.


    "Nearly three years ago I told you that you were entering a three-year cycle of trying on for size the newly realized creational energy of Earth.  By your summer solstice this year you will have completed this experience.  So many of you are enjoying the fruits of this cycle, and your future is brighter because you dared to exercise new skills in this expansive evolutionary period.  


    "The month of March is a pressurized timeline.  You will see it in unusual weather patterns.  Science will be amazed at what occurs.  I will not prognosticate about exact events.  I will say to you that as you surrender to Wisdom, you will handle your situations beautifully.  Yes, that means breathing, deeply and often, to relax reactions.  As you approach the middle of June, you may want to celebrate what you have survived and how humanity has proven itself, once again.  Growth.  More growth.


   "Trust yourselves.  Exactly as you are.  You are succeeding.  I offer you this counsel not to influence your will, but to support your independence, to encourage you.  Our respect for you is limitless."


In gratitude, 
I am Phyllis, breathing with each of you